It's been a hot minute

I haven't really blogged here, because i have a blog account at dreamwidth.org where i have been doing ALL my blogging. you can check me out there if you like what you read here. my blog on dreamwidth

Hope everyone had a great Turkey day...I worked. My life is basic and pretty boring, but i have now known what it feels like to have a favorite musical artist.

I will post some lyrics from a song of his here...

money ties...Ren Gill

And there'll be those who take advantage of the light in your soulAnd there'll be times you feel the cup you're filling leaking with holesAnd that dark can get much darker, we all must grow oldBut listen up, my little sister, hold these worlds to you closeKeep that kind heart kind, humankind are in needNever ever let this world make you bitter like meBecause this world needs love, and love it leaks from you, see?Sis, this world needs light, and you're the brightest I see"

until next time....im outta here

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