The Inner Workings of a Mentally Ill Brain

  I guess you could say I will always feel like I'm a kid at heart.  Physically I'm much older than that, but mentally I'm probably between 25-35.  I've always had friends and relationships that were that age range, no matter my physical age.   i had to undergo surgery back at the end of 2021.  It really took a toll on me.  I have worked hard all my life, and now I'm physically in pain daily and it hurts to work most the time, but I push through.  I have tried teaching myself as well as taking online courses in hopes that I can find an online stay at home job designing web pages or something.  I enjoy doing things on the computer and it's not near as painful.   I live with family and they depend on me working so that we don't get behind on bills.   I gotta try and build a fan base of some kind or something.  I just know that I can't do hard labored work much longer.   These are just jumbled thoughts in my he...

Ren Gill  !!  He's been performing and doing music for many many years now.  I am JUST hearing of him and his music.  He's so talented, so raw, and so very very deep.  He's a musical genius!  His story telling is phenomenal!!   He sings about struggles that real people relate to!!  My first song I heard from him was Hi Ren, so down his rabbit hole i went and i found the trilogy he did about the tales of Jenny, Screech, and Violet.  I don't know how many times I cried listening to those, because they are real life and very sad, but poetic be-cause of his talent to put you right there at the scene.  You really must listen to them in order.  I will link them down below.  He has a WEBSITE  also and its interactive.  Hi Ren  As Im writing this im actually listening to a mashup he did of some fred again songs...My fave is leave me alone.  And here is the trilogy but yes for full effect watch in this order...